i really think i’ll never get married and it’s not because i don’t like the idea of marriage because i really do it’s just that the idea of the person who would marry me scares the shit out of me

sometimes i’m disappointed to wake up in my own skin

and also sleeping in my bed is a big fucking deal

i think literally sleeping together means way more to me than sex

whenever i hear a couple call each other things like deer or honey or babe or whatever it makes me cringe

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i’m really substantially sad and i don’t have anyone to talk to

i have an ex with a very similar phone number to mine and every time i can’t find my phone and i use my house phone to call it (this happens a lot) i double check to make sure i’m not calling him because it happened once and it was pretty devastating 

i see so many posts on here glorifying dermatographism and it makes me mad because i have that but it’s not fucking pretty at all it’s like “oh you’re itchy so you scratched yourself? here now your skin is raised and more itchy so you will scratch it more and make it more raised and itchy and this will perpetuate itself until you’re forced to take 72 benadryl and die”

i’m self conscious all the time and worried that people don’t like me so it’s really hard to tell when people actually don’t like me because i just tell my self i’m being self conscious 

i wonder if i would still be an introvert if the internet didn’t exist

so I just realized that I haven’t shaved my legs all year.

so fucking sick of being sick